Friday, November 10, 2006
Roller Coaster
Amilyen rossz kedvem volt tegnap, ma annyira jó van.
Sun is shining and the weather is beautiful.
Süt a nap, s gyönyörű idő van!Felhők az égen kúsznak a szél hátán, mint egy szörfös a tenger hullámain. Most kellene az Alpokban síelni, illetve a hóban leállított nyugágyakban félmeztelenül napozni, s közben iszogatni valami kellemes koktélt.Éppen választ várok egy esztergomi emberkétől, akitől egy Olympus C-765 UZ fényképezőgépet vennék, több mint egy év garanciával, Veszprémből pedig jönne hozzá az 1 Gb-os gyors memóriakártya. Ezzel aztán 3D-s fotókat is lehet csinálni. Egyenlőre nem tudom hogyan, de érdekel a téma.
Sun is shining and the weather is beautiful.
Süt a nap, s gyönyörű idő van!Felhők az égen kúsznak a szél hátán, mint egy szörfös a tenger hullámain. Most kellene az Alpokban síelni, illetve a hóban leállított nyugágyakban félmeztelenül napozni, s közben iszogatni valami kellemes koktélt.Éppen választ várok egy esztergomi emberkétől, akitől egy Olympus C-765 UZ fényképezőgépet vennék, több mint egy év garanciával, Veszprémből pedig jönne hozzá az 1 Gb-os gyors memóriakártya. Ezzel aztán 3D-s fotókat is lehet csinálni. Egyenlőre nem tudom hogyan, de érdekel a téma.
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Gloomy Afternoon
Sometimes I feel the life is so difficult...or Always just we haven't noticed?
Maybe I feel that because of distress or fatigue or probably because I am man and I have feelings but I was infested with a little loneliness and solitude. I didn't recognized until I arrived at home and connected to the net.
Vacsoráztam éppen, s néztem a monitort és azon gondolkoztam, mit keresek én itt? Ahelyett, hogy a nemlétező párommal beszélgetnék, lennék együtt, sétálnék, csinálnék bármit is…ülök 1 monitor előtt gondolatok nélkül.
And suddenly I had to cry. I became relieved , but remained some sorrow inside me.
Aztán hirtelen megrohant valami, s sírnom kellett. Kicsit megkönnyebbültem tőle, de azért bennem maradt egy kis keserűség. Nem amiatt, amit megtett velem Nóri, hanem amiatt amit Ő nem tudott felvállalni: az egyedüllét miatt.Eszembe jutott a Karácsony is. Persze ez is csak az üzletek miatt, akik már akcióznak és mindenhol lehet kapni égőket, díszeket…Karácsony, amit hosszú idő után egyedül élek meg illetve a családdal nem a párommal.Lehet azért vagyok ilyen, mert hirtelen olyan kilátástalannak tűnt minden:Elmenni Bésbe Adventkor, elmenni bulizni, elmenni koncertre-szinházba, elmenni síelni, túlélni a Karásonyt-Szilvesztert, találni [kell???] Valakit.
Maybe I feel that because of distress or fatigue or probably because I am man and I have feelings but I was infested with a little loneliness and solitude. I didn't recognized until I arrived at home and connected to the net.
Vacsoráztam éppen, s néztem a monitort és azon gondolkoztam, mit keresek én itt? Ahelyett, hogy a nemlétező párommal beszélgetnék, lennék együtt, sétálnék, csinálnék bármit is…ülök 1 monitor előtt gondolatok nélkül.
And suddenly I had to cry. I became relieved , but remained some sorrow inside me.
Aztán hirtelen megrohant valami, s sírnom kellett. Kicsit megkönnyebbültem tőle, de azért bennem maradt egy kis keserűség. Nem amiatt, amit megtett velem Nóri, hanem amiatt amit Ő nem tudott felvállalni: az egyedüllét miatt.Eszembe jutott a Karácsony is. Persze ez is csak az üzletek miatt, akik már akcióznak és mindenhol lehet kapni égőket, díszeket…Karácsony, amit hosszú idő után egyedül élek meg illetve a családdal nem a párommal.Lehet azért vagyok ilyen, mert hirtelen olyan kilátástalannak tűnt minden:Elmenni Bésbe Adventkor, elmenni bulizni, elmenni koncertre-szinházba, elmenni síelni, túlélni a Karásonyt-Szilvesztert, találni [kell???] Valakit.
Thoughts
I have heard a new citation from Desperate Housewives:
We can't prevent what we can't predict.
I like this sentence.
This is one of my favourite song's lirycs from Madonna: Get together
We can't prevent what we can't predict.
I like this sentence.
This is one of my favourite song's lirycs from Madonna: Get together
Down, down, down in your heart
Find, find, find the secret
Turn, turn, turn your head around
Baby we can do it
We can do it all right
Do you believe in love at first sight
It's an illusion, I don't care
Do you believe I can make you feel better
Too much confusion, come on over here
Can we get together I really,
I really wanna be with you
Come and check it out with me I hope you,
I hope you feel the same way too
I searched, I searched, I searched my whole life
To find, find, find the secret
But all I did was open up my eyes
Baby we can do it we can do it all right
Do you believe that we can change the future
Do you believe I can make you feel better
It's all an illusion
There's too much confusion
I'll make you feel better
If it's bitter at the start
Then it's sweeter in the end
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Home activities
Two days ago I was surprised because I arrived at home much earlier as I usually used to. I started watch movies on my PC. My favourite was the Stomp DVD called Out Loud.
Yesterday I caught hold of a feeling and had power over me. I feel good and I enjoy the best feelings what I ever have..but... I miss somebody to share my life, my things, my happiness and my sensation...
And this person is not my ex-girlfriend, Nori and Even I think not at all her.
I don't know what happened with me afternon, but my modd turned to happy. I hadn't got any reason to feel that, because the weather was terrible, but something was fink on me.
When I arrived at home I saw that my ex picked up her stuff [which i made for her]: digital camera without bearer, clothes, phone data cabel. After that there's silence.
I cooked some food for myself. It was success, because of it was very delicious :)
Yesterday I caught hold of a feeling and had power over me. I feel good and I enjoy the best feelings what I ever have..but... I miss somebody to share my life, my things, my happiness and my sensation...
And this person is not my ex-girlfriend, Nori and Even I think not at all her.
I don't know what happened with me afternon, but my modd turned to happy. I hadn't got any reason to feel that, because the weather was terrible, but something was fink on me.
When I arrived at home I saw that my ex picked up her stuff [which i made for her]: digital camera without bearer, clothes, phone data cabel. After that there's silence.
I cooked some food for myself. It was success, because of it was very delicious :)
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Have some fun and Relax
Yesterday, me and my workmates went to a pub drink some bear.
The social evening was cool at pub, but I was invited to an Alemdalemda concert by Reka [Reka is my first girlfriend’s niece We haven’t seen each other about 5 years and I little thought to see her in this life again]....
When I arrived at home, I begin to feel little tired. Maybe the reason was that 6 jar beer what I drunk.
My exgirlfriend maybe is boring, because she wrote me SMS today. She wrote me the exact requires, what she [they?] want to get from me: digital camera, cable, bearer to camera. That’s all and I can keep all other things…maybe for a while…for a next SMS.
The social evening was cool at pub, but I was invited to an Alemdalemda concert by Reka [Reka is my first girlfriend’s niece We haven’t seen each other about 5 years and I little thought to see her in this life again]....
When I arrived at home, I begin to feel little tired. Maybe the reason was that 6 jar beer what I drunk.
My exgirlfriend maybe is boring, because she wrote me SMS today. She wrote me the exact requires, what she [they?] want to get from me: digital camera, cable, bearer to camera. That’s all and I can keep all other things…maybe for a while…for a next SMS.
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Weekend
I travelled to my bro after work on Saturday. I am turned up my nose
in the daytime about my ex girlfriend last email. Then precipitate all of things what she wrote me in that letter.
When I travelled with bus to Veszprem I thought that:
"Every man has a terrific power when they are alone, but we haven't got any clue what we have in our soul and what is our values and power [including me]. You can cure yourself the best way if you are in foreign place and you haven't got any familiar. I am writing these sentences in a full off bus travelling to my bro, sitting on a stairs and listening radio. It's like I am going out to a party and sometimes I an smiling because of happiness......"
Anyway I arrived to Veszprem at 9 pm. After dinner I have started watching movies and I went to bed at dawn 2 am. After I got up out of bed we wrote some DVD with my brother because of I could watch movies on my new monitor.
We went to Hungária étterem to had a lunch. Although I ate small portion I was on a full stomach and I couldn’t ate dessert like this :
I needed to leisure, and I have to travelled back to Budapest to meet Dynax and pick up my TFT monitor. I arrived at Home after 7 pm, and I started to assemble the TFT And you can find here.
It has beautiful screen and the TFT is gorgeous too!.. I like it:)
I met with Silvia from Neatherland on the net. We talked each other on ICQ and I like her humour :)
in the daytime about my ex girlfriend last email. Then precipitate all of things what she wrote me in that letter.
When I travelled with bus to Veszprem I thought that:
"Every man has a terrific power when they are alone, but we haven't got any clue what we have in our soul and what is our values and power [including me]. You can cure yourself the best way if you are in foreign place and you haven't got any familiar. I am writing these sentences in a full off bus travelling to my bro, sitting on a stairs and listening radio. It's like I am going out to a party and sometimes I an smiling because of happiness......"
Anyway I arrived to Veszprem at 9 pm. After dinner I have started watching movies and I went to bed at dawn 2 am. After I got up out of bed we wrote some DVD with my brother because of I could watch movies on my new monitor.
We went to Hungária étterem to had a lunch. Although I ate small portion I was on a full stomach and I couldn’t ate dessert like this :
I needed to leisure, and I have to travelled back to Budapest to meet Dynax and pick up my TFT monitor. I arrived at Home after 7 pm, and I started to assemble the TFT And you can find here.
It has beautiful screen and the TFT is gorgeous too!.. I like it:)
I met with Silvia from Neatherland on the net. We talked each other on ICQ and I like her humour :)
